3 x 2.26.10 x Snow Day

Its snowing more golf balls today, so i decided to make the most of it. I bundled up the nino, and we hit the streets.

It resulted in one of these:

Escada did the sculpting.

In Gucci boots...smh...

I did the loving...
And also lent him my arms because he had none.


But in the end we found some...


I love him. And i loved this day. Its been a while since i've been able to be young and build snow men.

Everyone's bitching about the snow. Not I. Thank you God ;-)

But i must say i froze my friggin ass of...Thank God for my favorite radiator as well...

2 x 2.25.10 x Re-do :-/

Ok. This project 365 is harder than i thought. So lets start again, shall we?

I'm in the process of a life makeover.

First, I'm single (all my single ladies!).

I danced to that song at the club for the first time the other night. I loved and hated it at the same time.

Second, my career is kicking into high gear.

Third, 'sall good. ;-)

Here we go. Again.

Today it snowed golf balls and I, like a silly goose, wore cute shoes.


These shoes were NOT made for walking (in ice). Still, I stumbled my way out of the Tribeca lofts and into the abyss where I wanna be.

I was an emotional wreck all day, and this came tumbling out of me...


I push front,
He falls back,
Two bodies braced for an attack.

I fall back,
He leans forth,
Spits nasty words to hit the source.

His blow connects,
I cringe in pain.
Now,
Things will never be the same.

My wounded mind says run away,
My wounded heart still wants to stay.

I push front,
Then I strike back.
Choose red words infused with facts.

He turns his face,
He didn't know.
His guards fall down like midnight snow.

I sense the breach,
As he falls back.
Again I tense for the attack.

Here we stand,
He and I.
No more secrets, no more lies.

I feel the moon has come to stay.
Forever midnight,
So ends this day.

As we fall back,
Into the abyss,
We reach for eachother,
But our arms miss.

I fall back,
As does he.
Falling to places we don't want to be.

"Are you there?",
I call into the night.
There is no answer,
We've both lost this fight.

"Where are you love?"
He shouts to the air,
There is no answer,
Forth comes the fear.

I am scared to face the dark,
He fears our love has missed it's mark.
But every darkness becomes light,
This cold dark night will soon be bright.

I fall back,
I let it burn,
Though for his comfort I sometimes yearn.

He moves forth,
In search of day,
Although Sometimes he'd like to stay.

I push forth
He falls back
We watch the fire fade to black.

A love is undone,
But hearts do mend,
We fought until the bitter end.

Already though,
I'm so ready to go,
Towards this beautiful tomorrow.

Its been a while since i played with words. I missed it.

Until tomorrow voyeurs.

xoLola

1 x 2.20.10 x Reunited

Reunited and it feels so good. Aye!

Do you know its been 10 years since i graduated from Junior High School?

Project 365 day 1.

Let the games begin!

Project 365

So, voyeurs. Half the fun of reading blogs is learning about peoples' personal lives...i haven't forgotten that...

I want you all to fall back into the rythm of my life, so i am falling into the rythm of project 365. i will update you daily with the images, thoughts and words that describe my day, everyday for the next 365 days. So here we go...

Cheers to a fabulous year bitches.