F#ck this shit.

At some point you have to be straight up honest with yourself. With that said, i honestly am over myself.

I am such a bitch.

In many ways this works for me. Nothing phases me, i don't get overly emotional (which i see as a direct sign of weakness), i often give off an intimidating vibe (which i see as a direct sign of power).

But man, its also totally screwed up my heart.

I deal with shit i shouldn't. I shy away from the shit i need.

I just wanna fix it.

You wouldn't believe what i had, what I've been through, what I've lost.

I've got so much to do but for now, fuck this shit. I'm over and out.

But you...you can call me missile, and I'll call you target . ;-)

deuces.

xoLola

You're Not Like The Others x Futuristic Lover

Its very rare that a song seriously appeals to me. This one, however, makes me want to float out in space, alone, for as long as it takes, until i find my futuristic lover, beacuse i know hes somewhere out in the universe. Where are you my love?

Katy Perry Featuring Kanye West

"E.T."

[Kanye West]

I got a dirty mind/I got filthy ways/I’m tryna Bath my Ape in your Milky Way/I’m a legend, I’m irreverent, I'll be revered/ I be so fa-a-ar up, we don’t give a f-f-f-f-ck/Welcome to the danger zone / Step into the fantasy/You are not invited to the otherside of sanity/They calling me an alien/A big headed astronaut/Maybe it’s because your boy Yeezy get ass a lot

[Katy]

You're so hypnotizing / Could you be the devil / Could you be an angel

Your touch magnetizing / Feels like I am floating / Leaves my body glowing

They say be afraid

You're not like the others / Futuristic lover

Different DNA / They don't understand you

Your from a whole other world / A different dimension

You open my eyes /And I'm ready to go /Lead me into the light

[Chorus]

Kiss me, ki-ki-kiss me/Infect me with your love and/Fill me with your poison

Take me, ta-ta-take me/Wanna be a victim/Ready for abduction

Boy, you're an alien /Your touch are foreign /It's supernatural

Extraterrestrial

Your so supersonic /Wanna feel your powers /Stun me with your lasers

Your kiss is cosmic /Every move is magic

Your from a whole other world /A different dimension/You open my eyes

And I'm ready to go/Lead me into the light

[Chorus]

This is transcendental/On another level

Boy, you're my lucky star /I wanna walk on your wave length

And be there when you vibrate/For you I'll risk it all

[Kanye West]

I know a bar out in Mars /Where they driving spaceships instead of cars/Cop a Prada spacesuit about the stars /Getting stupid ass straight out the jar/Pockets on Shrek, Rockets on deck /Tell me what’s next, alien sex /I’ma disrobe you, than I’mma probe you /See I abducted you, so I tell ya what to do /I tell ya what to do, what to do, what to do

[Chorus]

Don't take my word for it.

Watch:

i still believe

Some days i'm strong and resilient.
Guns drawn, i'm so militant

Some days i'm soft and pink.
I just paint my toes and i think...

Today i'm so lavender.

Like pink with a drop of black in it.

Today i'm wishing on stars
Taking day-dream voyages to mars
Just wanting to be wherever you are

Today i envy hugs and kisses
Today my body misses
The touch
That i loved so much

Today,
My heart would be soft and pink
Except for the drop of ink
Thet fell from my pen
When...

I paused to realize that
This side of heaven is where i'm at...

i still believe in love

just waiting for the one who will take my hand while we leap over to the other side


...waiting...
xoLola

I Paint My Toes Pink

I think,

As i paint my toes pink,

This is love,

This is war,

I rise while you sink

And i think

This battle, i'll win

Come big guns

Or black bullets

Bring your lies

Bring your sins

A stroke of the brush

My mind strays from his reign

No longer his kingdom

No longer my pain

Once again,

My thoughts become yours

This is love

This is fate

You persist through wars

These pink thoughts

are not sweet,
but sincere.
I have something to prove
And nothing to fear

If you have my back,

I have munition on deck

He aims at my heart

While i aim for the neck

Still i think,

I don't want to fight
You hold me
console me
say everything's alright

Enough,
I dont want to be tough
Show me your truth
I'm done with his bluff

At the end of the day,


Im just the girl...
With pretty pink nails
Who has faith in the world





My punctuation is inconsistent. I don't feel like putting commas where they belong. I have no patience to capitalize every I.



You get it.



Under the black, there is pink.